Am I a pervert ? He looked up to my womb, deep into my ass

A Christmas present, totally to my taste and I got it before Christmas Eve, because you have more fun with two and my fuckbuddy can not on the 24th. I was very excited because I know that he always has particularly cool presents at the start. I wasn't wrong and he gave me a speculum as a present. But it wasn't a normal one, it was one with a light and one that opened particularly wide. I asked him which hole he would like to test it in and the answer didn't surprise me. In both holes, of course - why not :) We also had some really hot sex during the test and included the speculum. First we looked deep into my cunt, tipped in loads of cum lube and then he stuck his cock in my hole. That felt amazing, but when we continued with my arse - OMG it was awesome! That topped the pussy by a lot. It was really wide open, then in with the cum lube and the cock. He fucked my arse really wide open and then we continued alternating. When he fucked my arse again, I put the speculum in my pussy and wanted him to squirt his juice deep into my hole when he came! Phew simply AWESOME!!!