Do you like.....??? How could I do something like that to myself las

If only I had stayed at home that day...I'm still shocked about what happened to me in the park and why didn't I realise it straight away??? But now I'm trapped and have to get my holes fucked and then at the end oh my god how could he do that??? I really hope something like this doesn't happen to me again, but what exactly the guy did oh man people look for yourself how I was used...