OMG!!! What have I done

Now it's actually uploaded and everyone can see it. This thought is still totally weird for me. I was visiting my host family and I really thought long and hard about whether I should do it now. Because of course I want to get over myself at some point and get a feeling for what it's like to show everything about myself... Even my pussy. And so I realised that the time had come for me to show my pussy in a video and also play with it a little and stroke it to get a feel for it. I think my pulse was at 360, I was so excited. I kept thinking that everyone could really see this now, everyone could see my pussy now. But somehow it was a feeling that I couldn't categorise. It was excitement and shame at the same time. Well, I hope I haven't made a mistake. Tell me what you think and whether I should continue or whether it was a mistake to show myself like this.