Will this be my biggest mistake? I show my MUSCHI !!!!

I have to say I never thought that I would enjoy everything here so much. But I've just realised more and more over the last few years that I really like it and I'm also really turned on by showing myself. Of course I'm very torn as to whether what I'm doing is right and not a mistake. But right now I'm just letting myself be guided by my desire and just doing what I like. I also know that from now on there is no going back because from now on it won't matter anyway lolll