Door 14 - The online course

Dear diary, I thought it would somehow come naturally when I was 18 - this so-called "experience". But I can't go on like this. All my girlfriends my age have been able to do it perfectly for a long time. It's just me again, the stupid doertie who doesn't know the first thing about blowing! That's over now! I took Nina's advice and signed up for this online course. The first course starts today and I'm already pretty excited. I don't know if I'll really know how it all works afterwards - the wanking and blowing and so on - but I think I'll get the hang of it. The guy is supposed to be a real online guru. I hope I haven't spent so much money on it for nothing.