OMG! I did it... anal fucked

As I'm cleaning the kitchen, I see him looking at anal pictures on his mobile phone and wanking his cock. The guy is so anal-fixated. When I speak to him, he just says that he always has to look at it, I never let him... Ok, you win. Let's give it a try. He was completely beside himself, while I suspected that my arsehole was about to be blown up. What was I doing? Never mind... One woman, one word - I have to go through with it now. First he gently licks my rosette and then stretches it out with his fingering. It feels really hot. Then the big moment... He sticks his cock in my tight little arsehole. Ouch... I'd like to stop immediately, but I promised him I would. With every thrust I become more relaxed and I start to find it hot. I scream out and don't even know whether from lust or pain. Wow... That was intense. Maybe I should turn the tables and fuck him with a strap-on. Should I?